carmenoobkia

记

2012-02-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

最记得 “不知道好过知道”
你说

新年快乐

2012-01-23T22:17:00.001+08:00

新年快乐
幸せな中国の旧正月
身体健康
線の描画を停止することすべてを願って
万事如意
あるいは国境や壁を作成する
年年顺利
判断していない
知らずに
年年有余
船外に行っていない
時にはそれが戻って取ることができなかった原因

龙马精神
友情のラインをカットしていない
知っている誰が、いつの日かあなたが本当に周りにそれらを必要とする

サイレント願い

2011-12-27T23:45:00.001+08:00

now i know what i really miss

10は、十分でしょうか？
底から始める :)

第十の,
ハンドバッグ,
好ましくは、茶色,カラフル,
あなたがそれを好めば、
私はそれをあまりにも気に入るはず.

第九の,
ブーツ,
ニーレングス,
布、好ましくは

第はつの,
ハムスター！
シリアンハムスター
できれば

第匕の,
これは少し高価です。
チンチラ!

第六の,
別の高価な, haha
ニコンD5100またはD7000~
内気な恥ずかしがり屋

第五の,
新しい携帯電話,
アンドロイド,
xperia X8?

第四の,
ポラロイド!
古典的なタイプ
古典的な形状

第三の,
私はこれが多すぎる、HAHAHAだと思う,
2つの方法チケット
ベトナム/アンコールワット/チェンマイ、タイ/マカオ/海南、中国

第二,
私は楽しみのためだけに言う hahah!
ホンダフリード
あまりにも多くの夢

最初~
そう多くの年後~
私が持っていた友人の誕生日を整理する~
私は鉱山を祝うので、実際のは非常に長くなって.
大学の友人、特にクラスメート,
私が会った最高の人です
すべてのこの時間,
貴重な
私たちは卒業以来,
あなた方のうちの何人か、
その既に半年でした,
半年,
見たことがない.
私は自分のベストを尽くす,
結合を維持するために,
そう...
私はmm085でお祝いしたい~
人々
長い時間は見えない

特に、私の半年は、長い間の親友を失った
うまくいけば、何もあまり変わっていない
うまくいけば、誰もがよくやっている
簡単なミーティング? :)

2011-11-04T22:42:00.001+08:00

were once like this before, there weren't borders, lines weren't exist, except the circle of ignorance~ or comes in from one end to another~ how~ those life, were, sometimes i rather~

tired~

人类就是这样恐怖

一个人久了

2011-10-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

一个人久了，除了寂寞点还是蛮开心的
一个人久了，会慢慢变得成熟起来
一个人久了，会比以前更爱父母
一个人久了，对所有的节日大多没什么期待
一个人久了，听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，
心里多少还是会有些介意

一个人久了，会越来越理性，越来越现实❤

just saw this on fb

is not like just snap

2011-09-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

it won't just poof away completely like you just snap~

失われた回数

2011-09-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

私は実際には、覚えていない
するとき
どのように
正確
私たちは親友です
過去2年間の
...
どちらの

私は実際には、覚えていない

するとき

どのように

寸分たがわず
我々ではない親友もはや
2年後に
...

それは私だけでしょうか？

2011-09-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

それは私だけでしょうか？

4 months

2011-09-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

so my last post was... waw, my last time login here was 9th of May, and i was still in college. Its been 4 months, loads of things happen, cut to the point i guess? make it short?

i left TOA for almost 4 months, graduated from there and 4th of June was our graduation ceremony for batch 081 and 085(us). That was our official graduate date. Hmmm, before we officially graduate, had some trips with classmates, 2 days 1 night in Genting with crazy people who do a lot of crazy thing, anything crazy just to be captured by cameras, we did a lot of own created famous "po kai" pose, where you place your head on the floor and keep your body straight and put your legs up on a short table or a something short that is above the ground. Good times~

Also a morning trip, literally morning trip to Broga Hill with peishan and jiatat and jia haw with his friends along. 2 cars, went out at 4, reach puchong at 4 smth reach broga at 5 smth, climb broga and reach to the peak at 6 in the morning. Was a total black out hiking with only 3 torch lights and 8 person. Was cool, both jiatat and peishan wanted to go there since long time, brought them up finally :D Came down at 11, was cloudy that day, and went to a near by temple for a bath and prayer and went to the town for breakfast, Mission Accomplish!

ok back to 4th of June, graduation day, brought syaoran and family to the ceremony~! Was a really happy for all of us, another memorable day, took a lot of photos that day, like really huge number, thanks to syaoran for being my photographer that day, most of the photos were taken by him <3 I guess all of us waited for a very very long time for this very moment, tossing our graduation hat in the air with your classmates and friends. Everyone was dress nicely that day, pretty boys, pretty girls. Really miss that day~!

1st of June, the day when my life had came to the part where theres a big gate that opens up and the other side is a new world, all i can do is find out. Wasn't just me that day, Tihao and Poing on the same day. We started working... From start, i had really really bad experience, a bad start, was really bad until i didn't want to tell anyone, wasn't expecting this... there were scolding, i had mood swings, mood mixs, sad moment, sad days, lonely days, time travel, i guess its part of getting use to it and learning from it? But slowly, i pick up, learn, until today, im still trying to speed up my progress. My mood still swings until today, from time to time, and after working for 3 months plus, finally yesterday, i was confirmed, relieve and sort of happy, but have to carry on what i am doing.

But until today, I still miss toa life, I miss my college friends, I miss the life there, those moments. And speaking of that, this few months, seems like quite a number of my college friends, both from foundation and major years are going off to oversea, espeically Final Lim Yee Hong, the greatest entertaining, yumcha, travel, overnight, outing kaki i ever met is going off to UK the day after tomorrow. We had a farewell party in his house last saturday. And I am really glad and happy to see most of our class was there. I don't know why, when I see them, I feel home, feel comfortable. Thanks to Final's mom for giving us food hahaha, more like stuffing us with yong tau fu and saying more food more luck! hahaha was funny! Then we went down stairs to a shelter near the pool, was raining that time, so we took shelter, a small one. And had alchohol and we asked Final Lim to give speech. It was a LONG 1 HOUR SPEECH! but the video only took 23 minutes, but actually was more than that, and we just keep smilling through out the whole time! That was Final Lim's effect! making people smile just by being himselft, being a SH! hahaha

I will miss him! ALOT~! can't believe a year without you~ or more~ yumcha, traveling, outing or anything that gathers people around, won't be fun! without you around~ hope you'll come back after a year :) will miss you alot!

well i guess im done here, for updating and removing all my mushrooms! hahaha bye

失わ

2011-05-09T11:24:00.003+08:00

私はちょうど私のクラスメートのいずれかのブログを見た

同じ感覚を持っている私は、真の彼女

トピックこれらの日

これらの週

これらの数ヶ月

もしかすると

すべては約産業である

週間が通過する

私はそれの退屈だ

おかしいです

展覧会以来、後

すべて我々が話は業界のようなものだった

ここで、これらの無意味な話題ですか？我々は話に使用

私たちは笑って使用について

もしかすると

最後まで言う

私は本当にすべての人を欠場

真的好久没见

私はその瞬間を欠場

我々がするために使用

先週、彼女が飲み物を持って出てくるように頼ま

彼女は長い時間があなたを見ていないと述べた

笑

今、彼女は故郷に戻って

ルックスが好き

私は独立の段階に来ていた

一人

the last 24 hours

2011-04-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

woke up with yesterday night thinking and feeling, been thinking, asking myself for the whole morning. tiring for the whole afternoon to evening. then realize the growth of lies, empty promises and selfishness. when the sun goes down, am really lost in the dark.

worrying, stressing, pressure, lost, helpless, mess, i really don't know how now!!!

classic punch?

2011-03-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

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this song is like damn long ago but keep coming out different version, still love it though :D

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Sweet dreams are made of these
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Sweet dreams are made of these
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/marilyn-manson-lyrics/sweet-dreams-lyrics.html]

I wanna use you and abuse you
I wanna know what's inside you
Movin' on, movin' on, movin' on
Movin' on, movin' on, movin' on, movin' on

Sweet dreams are made of these
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

I'm gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside
Gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside you

Zhou Yong Kang said OOUUHHH !

2011-03-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

been wanting to this kind of dance motion graphic since last year

saw this in justin's fb profile...

OOOUUHH!!! LOVE IT!!!

although its short! T T

O_O

2011-03-23T13:47:00.002+08:00

forbidden to even tell

2011-03-22T03:22:00.008+08:00

had been thinking quite a while, whether should i take it back? whether am i going too far? whether... am i doing it the right way? even though seldom or didn't talk, see, laugh together, annoy, walk, shop, chat, joke, messaging, call, eat and other things. i only seem like i don't care anymore, but actually i do. use to easily talk to you anything, comfortably, without going through "whether should i tell you this?". but ever since weakness of our friendship is discovered, "whether should i tell you this?" just keep appearing. as time goes by, it appears more and more often. until i realize things started to change, i discovered "lies". i begin to lost trust in you and i get frustrated from time to time. things started to turn into a mess, im in a mess. then it comes to a stage where there isn't "whether should i tell you this" but "forbidden". think of it, we use to tell each other problems, right or wrong easily. but for me now its forbidden to even mention. thats why i choose to use action instead of words, but it seems not working. a lot of things had fall apart and turn into a mess. even though everything seems to change, literally everything but i still find that theres no friend like you that i can so easily talk to, without fear. really miss those days, when one of us have bad days and the other will try to comfort. still remember you had your worst days, i stay up just to accompany you to talk stuff to make you forget your bad moments. still remember theres once i gone mad, and off my phone, then when i on back, 9 missed calls from you. probably can't bring back those days, but maybe, just maybe we can start to improve our moments now like we use to be, with the changes? it won't be easy, but will try, before we go on our separate ways. 2009-2011

inspiring

2011-03-19T11:48:00.002+08:00

想念

2011-03-14T01:25:00.003+08:00

听到那几首歌，想起两年前的我们。

以前的日子，满快乐的。

有一天，落点被别人发现了。

死拉，死救，死叫，

停布局时间，

救不到你出来，失去了以前的我们。

出回来的是另一个人。

狼跟我说，没了，不会再会来了。

手上剩下的，是回忆。

想起来，自己会笑一下。

想起来，会和狼讲下故事。

讲起来，我们满开心。

还好，有只傻狼陪我回忆。

很想念我哥

不是在emo，只是想念。

frames back

2011-03-09T19:15:00.003+08:00

i love the part in 00.21 to 00.25

this is going back in time

kept me awake

2011-03-09T10:09:00.003+08:00

last night, k more like this morning around 3am im still awake, because around midnight i found this video...

man i long time din chase back SYTCD

this is season 7

HOT!!!

PASHA!!! HOT!!!

watch this video in high quality in youtube, cause i can't embed it here, its forbidden T T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NY04YYcx7_o

and Sabra and Neil

Final was saying, why don't we make use of A1 and A2 tables

then i said

grab a partner

grab a table

lets begin!!!

Oscar 2011

2011-03-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

Final showed me the night before yesterday night, Epic shit

eccedentesiast

2011-03-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

sudden

2011-03-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

having a sudden lonely feeling, just don't like when everything use to be fun and noisy then suddenly just gets too quiet.

hardest

2011-02-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

"The hardest thing to forgive a person is when the person lies and the person is one of your most trusted one"

pretend

2011-02-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

"Pretending to be someone else is hurting yourself because you're proving yourself that the real you is worthless"

leilockheart

warm up

2011-02-26T18:00:00.005+08:00

didn't blog for like so damn long rite? my bad O_O

make it short i guess? i mean if you want to know more, its on fb...

erm, i still do have the do work mood on and and OFF, like most of the time OFF, tum-ing here and there heh~ where to start?

erm life had been really shitty, not really shitty lar, just shit? or just shhh?

whatever... now slowly solving with a couple of helpers :D

still have a couple of months then its our last moment here in TOA... T T

saw berry posting up old pictures few days ago in fb, then im like sigh, really miss those days

we both said that we use to be really fun and enjoy every moment, how to say?

really happy and peaceful? then one of us said but, the us now... T T

but no matter what, its the last few moments, just enjoy it :D

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in facebook that day, radiance posted something...

Radiance Yew Yew:

‎80% of all of your posts that appear on my Facebook homepage are about you being hungry. LOL!

HAHAHAHAHAHA funny lar radiance!

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the recent thursday just found out something not so shocking, quite expected... *looking at syaoran* "looks like what you expected, happen..."

also found out that im not alone, hahaha!!

*Hi5 with shan*

*syaoran and jiatat cry*

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didn't have much mood of doing work, but doing bits by bits

but have the mood to draw

one of the latest piece

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JYSON SIN

been hiao-ing with him and final for half an hour i guess...

in facebook

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ok bye :D

addicted

2011-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

currently listen to heavy bass dance music, feel much better with these

shitealize

2011-02-19T22:36:00.001+08:00

i think i messed up a lot of stuff

i think im lost

i think im like dismantling myself

T T

http://followthatway.tumblr.com

2011-02-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

lee hyori

2011-02-17T23:49:00.001+08:00

bomb

2011-02-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

i love busting out random dance move during the night

Lee Hyori - Any Star

groove

2011-02-13T12:27:00.003+08:00

hahaha

just wanna share abit of aaron's, my son fun time during his dance session

i request for more dance vid :D

His solo

now thank your mom for sharing this here hahaha

really miss dancing with you and the rest of the family

although i suck in catching steps heee

2011-02-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

make it simple and nice :D

Supercell/Ryo

2011-02-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

found Love and Roll by Supercell/ryo in ashley's fb

LOVE IT!

so search for the playlist then

shaddap

2011-02-08T13:40:00.001+08:00

shaddap, i know its an old song, but i like it

after 1am

2011-02-08T11:30:00.002+08:00

thanks for the 3rd last sms, syaoran ^^

simple but inspiring :D

this is why you always "owning!!!" told you also you dun believe ==

Unit01 vs Unit03

2011-02-08T00:03:00.004+08:00

zm transfered me Evangelion 2.0 - You Cannot Advance

Evangelion is one of my favourite anime, although i don't really know the story well but what attracts me is the character design and the way they animate it.

in short, i like disgusting action science fiction animes haha

watch last night before i slept

was nice, zm's right, the angels are nicer than before

heres the trailer

there is one part i don't like, felt sad for it

is one of the character, Asuka, she was testing the new unit but eventually the unit03 was internally attack by the angel(bad), so she was trap inside the angel and the angel controlled the unit03. To free her and save japan, Shinji's father send his son, Shinji to pilot Unit01 to killed the angel with Asuka inside. But Shinji refuse to, he rather die than murdering her. But his dad activate the new technology of unit01, the dummy version(means it doesn't need the pilot to control, it will automatically kill angels without a pilot control). Shinji couldn't stop his unit01 and he watch his own unit killing the angel with Asuka trap inside.

So yea, sad... this is the part

if i watch this part another few more times, i might cry like hell

T T

the song walao!!! T T

don't la don't la

いつまでも　絶えることなく

iItsu made mo taeru koto naku

Forever, continuously

友達でいよう

tomodachi de iyou

Be as friends each other.

明日の日を夢見て

asu no hi wo yume mite

Dreaming of tomorrow

希望の道を

kibou no michi wo

Take the way of hope

空を飛ぶ　鳥のように

sora wo tobu tori no you ni

Like the birds flying in the sky

自由に生きる

jiyuu ni ikiru

living fleely. (that's what our hope)

今日の日はさようなら

kyou no hi ha sayounara

Today, we have to say good-bye.

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

信じあう　喜びを

sinjiau yorokobi wo

The delight of believing each other-

大切にしよう

taisetsu ni siyou

let's keep holding it.

今日の日はさようなら

kyou no hi ha sayou nara

Today, we have to say good-bye

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

no 100%

2011-02-04T00:56:00.003+08:00

no matter how, no matter what ever situation it is, no matter what...

no one is completely right,

no one is completely wrong either.

everyone have different views towards everything.

some get the direct view,

some get the secondary view, and so on...

some might agree,

some might not agree.

nothing is perfect in short

continuously

2011-02-03T15:14:00.002+08:00

after looking through few more eyes.

it seems like its not worth to earn back,

i would rather leave,

and keep those memories instead.

load in

2011-01-31T21:00:00.003+08:00

shall we sing this in your car?

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listening to this song gives me a mood and what’s in my mind is “theres one thing i enjoy when over night in the college with my lovely classmates, that is SINGING TOGETHER with our voice loudly and no one cares but there is always laughter.” When one of us started to sing, some of us will start to follow on, its like a band :D

shall we do like this again? before all of us we graduate?

honestly

2011-01-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

honestly im really really really still not use to it

T T

too sudden and too shocked

suddenly just fly

just don't forget me

looks like we have the almost similiar partner

tumblr

2011-01-28T12:12:00.001+08:00

erm, a friend ask me to tumblr...

tried last night, was not bad... but still prefer here

probably there ill use more on pictures instead haha

mix around?

2011-01-28T12:01:00.003+08:00

saw this on facebook

a secondary school friend wrote this

"Why arent we mixing around? We should be mixing around..im getting sick of hanging around with the same ppl, i bet evryone else the same..so why arent we?"

by Syafa Je

i guess this sentence make sense in a lot of different kind of things

right?

the two

2011-01-27T19:24:00.001+08:00

someone is finally finally finally finally finally finally attached

hahaha :D

SWEET!!!

after for so long

cherish

2011-01-26T01:57:00.002+08:00

this is our last semester

our last few months together in this class

shall we all cherish this last few moments?

no matter how it is

1 stop

2011-01-22T16:14:00.002+08:00

stop lying to everyone

stop lying to ownself

stop lying

classic buttons

2011-01-21T11:04:00.002+08:00

out of no where heard this song on the radio...

and im bored of news songs, so DL la!

hell yeah?

2011-01-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

http://www.shouldiworkforfree.com/#no5

one of my college mate shared this...

quite true fact

ouch

LOCK DOWN

2011-01-19T23:14:00.006+08:00

as the locker gets deeper and heavier day by day...

been lock for almost 2 months plus...

i just want to unlock it quickly and not drag it and not increasing locks...

already starting to feel regret, why am i here...

the last chapter will just have to end it with a heavy feeling?

one thing,

look yourself into the mirror,

what do you see?

what had you turn into?

what is on your mind? others? or it is what im thinking it is... ... its just yourself?

what comes first in your mind?

been wondering about this for a very long time.

its been a long time since i last heard your concern...

just turn the long hand back,

keep turning, until you reach to chapter 4... hold it there...

lay back, think back what happen during chapter 4...

where am i? i asked again

did your tears landed on the floor or... ... on my hands?

let go of the long hand, let it spin backs to current...

think again...

concern?

yourself? others?

where are you?

brought back soul

2011-01-18T12:29:00.002+08:00

exhausted

2011-01-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

this is the time when i start to miss my secondary school days.

don't usually miss this much but today is just specially missed them.

a drop of water can make a plant grow,

a drop of ink can kill a plant,

and it takes a bucket of water to heal it back,

but sometimes, it doesn't

valerie piew (swt) sharing

2011-01-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

PIXIE LOTT - GRAVITY

loving the dance in this mv

i wish i am this flexible again O_O

can't even do a toe touch now T T

thx zm/valerie piew for sharing...

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Gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity
Stop pullin' me

I know that you still haven't found you
And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show signs of what is possible

Then you're back to your ways and I let me down
Tell me why I keep tryna stay around
When all my family, they always tellin' me be through with you
And I know that deep down I'm calling time on you, on you, on you

Every time I'm ready to leave
I seem to be pullin' in the wrong direction, divin' in with no protection
And you can't keep steering me wrong, oh gravity

Pulling me back, pulling me in
Why you pulling me back, pulling me in?
Just like gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity

I know I betrayed what I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
'Cause every night the stars will shine merging into U-turn signs

Anything that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road, I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me? All that I wanna be is through with you
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/p/pixie-lott-lyrics/gravity-lyrics.html]
And I know that deep down I'm calling time on you, on you, on you

Every time I'm ready to leave
I seem to be pullin' in the wrong direction, divin' in with no protection
And you can't keep steering me wrong, oh, gravity

Pulling me back, pulling me in
Why you pulling me back, pulling me in?
Just like gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity
Stop pullin' me gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go, don't say another word
'Cause with every sound you're pullin' me down
Baby, you got a hold on me like gravity
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, gravity

Every time I'm ready to leave
I seem to be pullin' in the wrong direction, divin' in with no protection
Oh, you can't keep steering me wrong, oh, gravity

Pulling me back, pulling me in
Why you pulling me back, pulling me in?
Just like gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity
Gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity, gravity

stop it

2011-01-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

stop being like someone else

current track

2011-01-16T15:13:00.001+08:00

BT - Communicate

i like the opening sound effect

but dun really like the scratch sound at the ending part

thinking of using this song if i got time to enhance my reel O_O

long.short.neck

2011-01-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

2009 - long hair

2010 - short hair

2011 - neck length

december

2011-01-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

everyone seems to be crazy over this song

DIE 4444

2011-01-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

last night before sleep, saw koh kazen/liang sheng posted a video of behind the scene of their vid project...

pretty cool, pretty funny...

fine day

2011-01-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

childhood red panda, dug her out last weekend

keeping it forever

its too rare to give away

got her since i was like primary school

use to think she's a big plushy, but now it seems just medium size

Massimo was sleeping

then he woke up and looking at me...

took few pictures of him, since ashley was requesting to see how big he grow now

sanny told me he grow much bigger than the last time they saw him...

but he still a dummy dum dum fat fella :D

coming soon

2011-01-12T14:31:00.001+08:00

keep failing to draw bio mecha stuff... dang!

but drew a wolf piece...

later ill post la, kinda lazy to scan and need to start work soon

continue planting grasses

run

2011-01-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

lets get going

different world

2011-01-12T02:32:00.004+08:00

come to think of it...

life, feelings and people in TBM

are much different from

life, feelings and people in TOA

realise this when i hang with TBM people for the pass few weeks

realise its 2 different worlds

but still manage to blend in both :D

its good to see most of us still remain the same

except

we dress better

pass few days keep flipping back TBM days pages

our 5 years of up and downs

our 5 years of love and lost

our 5 years of laugh and fight

our 5 years of lameness

our 5 years of noises

our 5 years of 1E, 2D/2C, 3D/3C, 4E, 5E

and counting

oh come on, i could just walk to your house damn it

we should hang out more, all of us...

Lady Antebellum

2011-01-11T22:35:00.004+08:00

loving drums

loving guitars

loving the chorus

sounds abit christian O_O

but liking it

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

loving the beats here, feels nice :D

long long long ago

2011-01-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

was listening to this on the way to college today...

fuuulamak, lama lama lama

never listen to this song d...

use to listen to this during form 2 or 3 :D

病気の

2011-01-10T10:35:00.002+08:00

私たちは戻ってできますか?

我々は今愚かに見える...

これが私たちのような見ていない OAO

いや、真剣に

これはとても異なっている

180°

love at first smell?

2011-01-09T23:56:00.004+08:00

was shooting for the pass 2 days.

first day in KL lake garden, more like mosquito garden ==

second day was Pavilion, after shooting we went present hunting,

or should i say present despreating? hahaha

couple of photos on my fb, sneak peek photos i mean :D

had fun shooting with them :D

credits to Gene, our director :D

and ofcus our actress, DOROTHY

and actor, NICK :D

this is when we go SWEET~!

2011-01-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

another Capricorn

2011-01-09T16:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANE :D

awesome party yesterday :DDD

i haven't upload any birthday photo yet D:

and my cam died cus no batt D:

atleast still got maxim and grace's cam :D

sweet!

long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long

time

never take photo with this gay butt d

we use to be partners during TBM days

2007

2011

thwarted

2011-01-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

like i have enough complains already...

and i was even planning to stomp my feets on the ground in the next evening...

thwarted!

give me a better one la!

even if its a retort and

get a reflection!

theoatmeal.com

2011-01-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

while waiting for syaoran to finnish his long long long life class... ==

bump into cy in student launge...

did some sharing together, html5 and stuff...

then he started to share this

theoatmeal.com

then we started to LOAO about few posts in this site

great site to gain knowledge and humors!

capricons

2011-01-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!!

another capricon hahaha

another none romantic person

like syaoran hahaha!!!

happy birthday la dude

2 mirrors

2011-01-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

7章がある,

すべての強調表示された単一のを覚えている,

第2章と3,

大部分が強調表示された部分です,

ときに私は、笑顔を読む,

長い章では,

非常に迅速に一読,

時間が飛ぶ...

インクストロークが濃くし始めた,

インクが値下がりしました...

ミラー、反射

それは私が与えると思っているのです

あなたに

リアライズ

ほぼ半年プラス,

私たちはお互いを見ていない

あなたは少し変わっていない :D

のを見て喜んで

私は中学校からあなたを知っている...

本当に高校の最後の2年間欠場 :D

ロン :D

Abracadabra

2011-01-02T23:57:00.001+08:00

day 2, day 3 is coming

2011-01-02T22:46:00.001+08:00

2011 day 2...

something doesn't feel right...

day 3 is coming, we should be prepared...

not keep sleeping...

2.0.1.1

2011-01-01T11:17:00.002+08:00

Have your religious views gotten stronger or weaker?

- hmmm maybe

Who were your best friends?

- same as before

Name your boyfriends/girlfriend:

- same as before :D

How long was each relationship?

- level 2.5 hahahaha

How was January

- jan was ok :D

How was February

- valentines day :DDD

How was March

- my second part time job :D

How was April

- still working, crazy moment :D

How was May

- semester starts, get to know the babi more

How was June

- LEVEL 2!!! our up and down, your roller coaster up and down ride O_O

How was July

- things started to cool down :D

How was August

- borderline

How was September

- things started to change abit

How was October

- found out something ridiculous

How was November

- things getting lame, ridiculous and bloody truth started to come out, i was getting ready

How was December

- OUR BIRTHDAY:D !! TRON :D!! final presentation!! sembreak!! PENANG!! BANGKOK!! gatherings!! BBQ COUNTDOWN !! feels happy to see back all those old high school friends, was fun to hang with them more than i imagine :DDD

How many parties did you attend?

- lots :D

Did you get drunk for the first time?

- laugh till drunk?

Did you lose someone you love?

- nope

Did someone have a baby?

- think no O_O

Any new friends?

- definately

Lose any friends?

- probably?

Who changed your year?

- gotta say syaoran, taught me where to go alot :D

Anything you wish you could re-do?

- YES! last semester pls!

What and why?

- actually alot! cus im not satisfied my outcome!

Did you lie to your parents?

- LOL you think leh! dun lie to me that you did not lie to your parents hahahha

Did you lie to your friends?

- ya, most of them are for good, but in the end ill tell them that i lie and why

Did you get lied to?

- shit yes!

Do you hate anyone new?

- trying not to

Does anyone knew hate you?

- ya, omg~

Are you glad this year is over?

- for some reason yes, some reason no :D

Who do you want to thank for your bad year?

- nvm, ill keep it to myself and syaoran

Who do you want to thank for your good year?

- syaoran, zm, ee wen, aaron, kenix, sanny, justin and a few of them

Do you think you'll keep the same friends?

- hopefully, we're graduating soon O_O

What is your new year resolution?

- can i not say :D

Will you keep your resolution?

- always failed to hahaha

How many more girlfriends/boyfriends do you think you'll have?

- == none

Anything exciting happening this year?

- LEVEL 3, meet boss!!!

Who do you think you'll spend the most time with?

- frens and family O_O

Who will you stop hanging out with?

- don't have that in mind O_O

Anything you hope to do this year?

- lots

Are you gonna kiss the same person this next new year?

- hopefully :D

3..2..1-Happy New Year!

- 2011 :DDD

31stDec

2010-12-31T12:30:00.004+08:00

nah, now i countdown for 31stDecember 2010 first rather than countdown for 2011...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAORAN!!! :D

hope you like your present, that is so you wei! hahaha

saw that in bangkok, immediately thinking im so gonna get that for you hahahaha

the last decemberian birthday :DDD

btw...

i want my sundae chocolate :DDD

Black Rock Shooter - Dead Master

2010-12-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

lui lui, angie latest cosplay in CF...

didn't go but syaoran say her costume was nice :D

saw this on her fb, nice lui!!

but why only got 1 pic? T T

more more more more more more lui!!!

theme song

2010-12-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

i guess this is our penang trip theme song :D

nicely choosen choice of song gene :D

just one year ago during our penang trip, we went to pangkor :D

both trip have an awesome memories, will marked them in my memories :D

can't believe time flies, feels like it was just yesterday...

love you guys

looking foward for the next trip with you guys :D

the last 10 days of 2010

2010-12-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

So, how was your new year?

- fireworks in Desa Park City :D

Do you have a headache?

- for this pass year? yea

What song is playing?

- Insomnia - wheesung

Are you tired at all?

- now? nope

Have you been drunk in the past 72 hours?

- hmmm nup, just had a sip of beer D:

Have you ever been in handcuffs?

- nup

What kind of cell phone do you have?

- sony ericsson w200i

Do your parents pay any of your bills?

- ya D:

Do you hate cops?

- so-so

What state do you live in?

- kl

How old are you?

- 20 for 4 days already :D

When's your birthday, anyway?

- calculate yourself :D

Did you watch Justin Beiber sing to Selena Gomez on new years?

- nope ha

Do you read FML or MLIA?

- read? is readable? i tot FML stand for f*ck my life? MLIA, not sure O_O

Who do you think texts the most in your family?

- i think it was me? heh

Do you bite your nails?

- no but i peel skin O_O

Have you gone sledding yet this winter?

- nope

Did you take a shower this morning?

- nope it was eve :D

Are youwearing makeup?

- nope

When was the last time you cried?

- honestly i don't remember

How old is your mother?

- towards 50

Have you ever considered running away from home?

- had that in mind before D:

What grade are you in?

- college? diploma?

Have you ever waved at a security camera?

- yesss... in toa security cam hahaha

How many people are currently in your house?

- 4 include me 5

Are you alone in the room you're in?

- nope i guess

You're on a laptop, aren't you?

- yup

Do you have pajama pants on?

- errr more like house wear, i wear house wear to sleep O_O

Did anyone get you a calendar for Christmas?

- nope

What was the last concert you attended?

- ron's concert wow, years ago

Do you go to warped tour?

- nope i guess

How much money do you have?

- in my wallet now? haha few cents seriously T T

Do you have a job?

- use to have a part time job O_O

Are you the youngest sibling in your family?

- no sadly ==

Who was the last person to sit on your lap?

- human wen if im not wrong

Did you sleep well last night?

- yup, rainy days, but woke up wit back pain

What time is it?

- 10pm, gonna watch one piece :DDD

Have you ever been to California?

- nope

What about Florida?

- nope

Do you know how many leap years you've lived through?

- hahaha nope

Which month has 28 days?

- feb

Did you know that that's a trick question? :)

- really? O_O

Have you ever shot a gun?

- BB gun? hahaha

Do you know anyone named Katie?

- nope

Is yellow your least favorite color?

- nope bright red

Do you know what number we're on? ...I don't either.

- nope lololol

Do you call it 'pop' or 'soda'?

- soft drinks lol

Do you know what Ghetto Tea is?

- roughly

Name a famous person who's from the same state as you.

- wow, Jacklyn Victor?

What kind of music do you like?

- all except country and lala techno

Are you afraid of sharks?

- their cute, if they don't bite :D

Tell me one thing you like about yourself.

- flexible? love to travel? love photography? love freedom? creative? crazy? pick one hahaha

And one thing you don't like.

- noob D:

Do you usually remember your dreams?

- sometimes :D

Did you know Balloon Boy's parents had to go to jail?

- err nope

Have you ever been in jail?

- nope

Got any new years resolutions?

- thought of a few :D

Care to share?

- hmmm nope?

Are there more than 4 people in the world that you trust with anything?

- yup :D

Do you blast your music when you listen to it?

- when i get sleepy hahaha and no one at home

Christmas Surv

2010-12-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

Rockin Around the Christmas Tree

a real tree or a fake tree?

- fake fake fake D:

buy presents online or at the store?

- store

would you rather get one expensive present or lots of little presents?

- lots of little presents, and some self made :D

give or receive?

- both

wait til christmas or snoop around early?

- depends, sometimes early sometimes late sometimes on time :D

Here Comes Santa Claus..

Do You still believe in Santa?

- nope, i see shopping mall santas ==

Do u still get picture taken with him?

- sometimes.. if i get to see one shopping mall santa lololol

do you still leave out milk and cookies?

- nope

Mistletoe Hung Where You Cant See..Every Couple Tries to Stop

do u have a crush or b/f/g/f? who?

- syaoran :D

have u ever kissed someone under the mistletoe?

- haven't tried yet :D, probably will in his church in the future :D

with or without tonque?

- with CANDY! hahaha

circles or in and out?

- err just pass me the candy ==

one long kiss or lots of little kissses?

- so many ppl, little ba

wet or dry?

- ==

lips or..somewhere else =)?

- lips dude ==

Who would you like to meet under the mistletoe?

- syaoran :D

All I Want For CHristmas..Is You

What do you want for Christmas?

- nikond90classicpoloraidscarftblacktiebunnydressclothesshortskiss:D

What is your favorite part of Christmas?

- don't know, just happy?

least favorite?

- don't know where to go lololol

looking around

2010-12-21T19:12:00.005+08:00

30 motion tests in 30 seconds from Steffen K on Vimeo.

unTitle Sequence from The QBF on Vimeo.

ToyLife from Tony Zagoraios on Vimeo.

sweet escape 2 and 3

2010-12-21T14:20:00.006+08:00

sweet escape 2 was a trip to penang :D

a 12pm to 8pm bus trip to penang with

the 5 SH, plus me oso so its

the 6 SH trip to Pulau Penang...

some of you don't know what is SH, don't bother asking hahaha, is some rude cantonese words... :x

anyway, each of the 6 of us did SH things in penang...

Yokey's HEHEHEEHEHEHE in 7eleven when she drop the NescafeIce can...

MC & GENE, no need to say d, look at the picture...

they had been sleeping like this for the whole night.

gene was warm by Mc's kah lat dai hahahaha

and me...

Day 1 morning - potato chips for breakfast

Day 2 morning - potato chips for breakfast

MC said " you this potato "

Berry&Final

again with the photos hahahaha...

Final had been transform

more photos of us

there are more on my fb

go check it out :DDD

and a video of us flying layang layang in Gurney Drive on the 2nd night

taken by berry

edited by gene

-----------------------------------------------------------------

the 3rd SweetEscape

yesterday afternoon, watch TRON Legacy with Syaoran

sweet!!

8/10

visual effects are cool

enviroment design are cool

transportation design are awesome!!

i want the airplane

and should i change to this hairstyle?

nice nice nice

sound track was awesome too

felt inlove with this

my first hour and 17mins

2010-12-17T01:17:00.003+08:00

first hour and 17 mins of 20 years old...

thx everyone for the wishes in fb, 1 on fb chat wish(WTH) and 1 sms wish(awww)

thanks everyone :D

Ludovico Einaudi - Due tramonti

2010-12-16T13:57:00.001+08:00

first sweet escape

2010-12-15T10:01:00.005+08:00

holiday first day, suppose to go for bowling but sadly, it FAILED!

went to IKEA straight away instead...

wouldn't call it straight away, we waited for kok sien, mc and amelia to come...

then went IKEA for dinner, MEATBALLS!

gene bought a table there, working table...

photos do the talking ba...

3rd year 2nd semester

2010-12-14T11:29:00.002+08:00

semester finally over, well... not really, still got one submission to submit, AWD php zipped...

but finally feels like holiday and really is holiday...

now can spend most of my time doing the things i want...

plans are penang trip, i am still pending for that one.

bangkok trip,

photography outing with dad, we said wanna go kally castle(don't know is that the correct spelling or not)

and of course, brush up motion, script and stuff

do some touch up on dgp and stuff of course.

and for sure, lets boost up our FPS!!

great experience this semester, probably too much experience...

a lot of very very overwhelming things happen during these 3 months...

tiring for the whole 3 months, but learn a lot, shocked a lot...

must marked myself, not to do last minute work next semester...

the interviewer said hopefully i can keep up on loving what i am doing now :D,

will do so...

already starting to feel the feeling of inside the industry...

theres pressure, theres fun...

but its all about learning and developing

theres fall, theres rise

theres friendship, theres fight

hopefully everyone of us can make it out from toa with a square hat

hopefully next sem would be a better semester, cus its our final semester...

this semester very tiring, here and there got problem...

next semester starting something new, and its 2011!!

new aim everyone!

hopefully we're better next sem, this sem like shit only, fight until duno like what...

but still good friends...

im blinded in certain things, but thanks to someone who wake me up :D

last semester coming soon! lets show what we've got :D

オオカミの言葉

2010-12-12T08:33:00.003+08:00

常に覚えている、あなたは私に言った...

いつも他人に頼ることはできない...

なぜなら, 土壇場で, 非常に最後の数秒で...

それはすべてあなたにかかって...

"我々は人間である, 我々は哺乳類です"

自分だけのために戦う...

私はそれがどの程度表示されます...

しかし、私は自己準備しようとする...

Tandoku de sore o okonau ni wa

好き syaoran

しかし、あなたはまだ馬鹿です! :D

nsync

2010-12-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

777

2010-12-10T13:59:00.004+08:00

7 Known Things About You

1. noob

2. slow

3. noisy once im happy

4. picky

5. care those who worth to care

6. hyper

7. gene say i very man ==

7 Lesser Known Things About You

1. prefer guy friends than girls, so i have more guy close friends instead

2. im close to dad more than mom

3. never like people that angry very fast

4. never like things happen for no reason

5. don't like dolls, love plush instead

6. i dance

7. can't really drink

7 Wishes

1. time frozens

2. live time friendship

3. rewind back time

4. see all my love ones in a week time :D

5. perfect job

6. better skills

7. back how all of us use to be

7 Things You Like About Yourself

1. im random

2. choosen the right one, althought is not perfect, but confident is there

3. awesome dad

4. open

5. body size, small, thin, save space hahaha

6. awesomely lame cousin

7. not afraid of sweat and dirt

7 Things You Dont Like About Yourself

1. my glasses O_O

2. think too much

3. easily worry

4. too concern

5. look things in one point of view sometimes

6. get lazy when im not suppose to

7. out of control sometimes

7 Things On Your Mind Right Now

1. where are you actually?

2. should i stay here until monday?

3. we haven't finnish talking ==

4. when can we go pak tor!! T T

5. last year

6. last week

7. those words

7 Things You Hope To Accomplish Soon

1. get a good job

2. get a car

3. get through fps

4. work outside of the country with few of you

5. go to japan

6. go to greek

7. sampai level 3!! mesti jumpa BOSS!! hahaha

----------------------------------------------------

btw, found this in my frozen, rotten, dead youtube profile... use to upload videos when i was secondary school... didn't know i have 29 videos there omg!

carmenvideo

we were playing SPEED in our used to be usual CNY hang out place, Penang bungalow house... really miss this place alot. Its big, beach at the backyard, pasar malam at the front, 4 floors, creepest toilet on the toppest floor rite, zm =="', is just a window la zm! and ya, LOVE THE BEDS!!! sadly, can't go to that bungalow anymore, due to some issues ==

k lar, back to the video. zm was playing SPEED with faten, btw zm first time playing this game. I tell you, he is damn noob in speeding games, good in speeding on the road but not minds haha. He was half way stuck and blured when faten was moving fast, freaking funny lar his face!

few more days

2010-12-09T05:54:00.002+08:00

can't believe its thursday morning already...

damn, time flies, next thing you know already graduate...

semester haven't end, but already overloaded with new lessons, learn alot of stuff...

know a lot more about other people...

got a lot of surprising news, good news, bad news, shocking news, unexpected news

through out the whole semester...

probably most of you can't believe that i broke beyond my stay awake record...

last semester was 3am sleep time, now is like night time is my working hour, day time is my sleeping hour... totally upside down, need to adjust back

another few more days, this semester ends,

but i haven't finnish what i wanted to do...

other than sleeping LOL

sometimes really wish could rewind all once again, like watching a movie...

old steps

2010-12-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

no wonder "what ever you like - PCD" song keep reminding me about days of me, aaron and juli...

then i was youtube-ing this song, suddenly pop up this, then i know why...

after my spm, we use to dance this in the playground one of our saturday morning practice...

haha, and im always the last one who catch up the full routine =x

can't bare to believe

2010-12-07T06:48:00.002+08:00

those, just kept repeating in my mind...

keep reminding me what is actually happening behind...

supposing, didn't want to involve any of this kind of things...

try the best to stay out, stay away, a step back...

only concentrate what is on our pair of hands...

only trust and believe our backs are been block by our backs...

but towards the end, been suck in and trying to pull back out from there...

2 pairs of eyes had been watching after being suck in...

words from their eyes keep repeating...

each time when it repeat, it was reminded, disappointed, shocked...

until now...

but what comes from me is

i just need a time and a talk, but still can't find a way on how to spell it all out...

still full of the feeling of disappointment, anger

it just keep repeating...

keep repeating...

one of the things that keep repeating is, where were you when i really need a lift?

where am i when you really need a lift?

until really don't know what to say...

is really hard for me to spell it all out...

changing

2010-12-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

things started to change rapidly...

im not sure whether i can cop it or not...

the real things all starting to come out...

pressures started rising...

serouding started to fade to something unknown...

things that i didn't want to change, just...

Kawaranai Mono

freestyle

2010-12-06T12:03:00.002+08:00

randomly looking at dance, found these

i like the last shot, the girls part wasn't really suit the style somehow O_O

coffee

2010-12-06T09:30:00.001+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Castle Crasher

2010-12-06T06:00:00.002+08:00

saw Phil, ky, zm and the rest playing this game on x-box...

Castle Crasher

seems fun to play with

heres the game play video, is like killing creeps but cuter creeps.

more or less like dota with mario, errr ya, the saving princess part looks like mario

one day

2010-12-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

One-77 from piteren on Vimeo.

bearyfishy: One day, i'll own this car, drive it out 70 metres just to get iced tea and come back :D

WTS LOL! humour lar, humour lar humour

no idea

2010-12-06T01:28:00.005+08:00

you had no idea at all...

what had you been thinking, is all wrong...

there is something called "ask"

there is something called "confirm"

don't wonder, cause that is not even the right answer...

don't simply say, when you don't even know it well at all... its ridiculously idiot

you don't know how much pain i had been going through right now...

and i expected something to support me from back...

told u this before...

nothing but worst

things just getting harder and harder

2010-12-05T23:54:00.004+08:00

im still pissed,

im still disappointed,

im still finding it ridiculous.

is getting harder to talk

it would be nice if

2010-12-05T11:20:00.003+08:00

we create our own crew,

we open a inhouse studio,

we learn electronic guitars or have a band(omg, how did we even think of that),

we live together,

we study in the same place(if only they have industrial design cos here),

we go further studies in overseas together,

damn, i remember we use to said this before we start college, none of them work so far O_O

we're still dreaming~ aren't we? OAO

some f*cking days

2010-12-05T02:46:00.004+08:00

zm, looks like our days just keeps getting better...

im so with your status when u said "some fucking days"

give me a hi10!!

damn it, if only you're here! argh!

carmenoobkia

记

新年快乐

リスト

一个人久了

is not like just snap

失われた回数

それは私だけでしょうか？

4 months

失わ

the last 24 hours

classic punch?

Zhou Yong Kang said OOUUHHH !

O_O

forbidden to even tell

inspiring

想念

frames back

kept me awake

Oscar 2011

eccedentesiast

sudden

hardest

pretend

warm up

addicted

shitealize

http://followthatway.tumblr.com

lee hyori

bomb

groove

Supercell/Ryo

shaddap

after 1am

Unit01 vs Unit03

no 100%

continuously

load in

honestly

tumblr

mix around?

the two

cherish

1 stop

classic buttons

hell yeah?

LOCK DOWN

brought back soul

exhausted

valerie piew (swt) sharing

stop it

current track

long.short.neck

december

DIE 4444

fine day

coming soon

run

different world

Lady Antebellum

long long long ago

病気の

love at first smell?

this is when we go SWEET~!

another Capricorn

thwarted

theoatmeal.com

capricons

2 mirrors

Abracadabra

day 2, day 3 is coming

2.0.1.1

31stDec

Black Rock Shooter - Dead Master

theme song

the last 10 days of 2010

Christmas Surv

looking around

sweet escape 2 and 3

my first hour and 17mins