sense

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she is in a good mood or not...

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she is tired or not...

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she is sad or not...

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she is happy or not...

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she cried last night or not...

sometimes, you don't have to ask that person whether he or she is ok or not...

sometimes, just don't have to ask...

because you already can feel it, before you even think of asking...

that is because, you're close to that person...

thank you :]

for trying to tum me for the pass few days...

even im still hate you pig face... haha

nice to meet you

nice to meet you, justin vector style... hahaha

good reason

give me a good reason, or ill give u a good outcome...

seriously no fair

been dealing wit alot of this kind of thing for 1 week...

saw one of my classmate's blog, she wrote that

" if don't work hard enough, you won't reach your destination

but if you work very hard, doesn't mean you will reach your destination

i can't accept the fact that this is so unfair..."

seriously ya... do so much, put so much effort, confidently that this will go through...

next thing you know, rejected..

WTF*ck!

*slap myself* k better wake up... start to get focus... ha~ha~ha~

3 days

sick for 3 days... recovering la, today 3rd day d, atleast my throat is much better after drinking the ginger coke, is damn damn damn bitter but ya it helps...

ohya, that day

20.10.2010 was

PEI SHAN'S 20th BIRTHDAY,

celebrated in kim gary with half of my class... sweet~!

btw ya been sick for 3 days, no mood to do work, no mood to entertain with classmates, some of my classmates was like shock to see dead face from me... ya i admit, i kinda randomize my personality, sometimes like too active, too excited, too nervous, too STUPID, too BLUR! too B*TCHY! omg... my brain was like shuffling random stuff LOL

and ya..

sorry guys if i was really b*tchy for the last few days... cus i didn't have proper sleep for like weeks d *SH fial lim behind celebrating me breaking record*... then finally sick until duno like what... FPS group members all fall sick like domino, first kenix, me and lastly gene this morning... T T seriously few times, i didn't know what i was doing T T like that day in the recording room, i actually accidentally spilled a can drink of CHRYSANTHEMUM tea on to peishan's feet OMG~ T T

in short.. IM FREAKING BLUR!!!

mou dak lou?

suddenly had the big feeling like i "mou dak lou" d...

like kena reject or smth, that kind of feeling

why the hell i trace that kind of style that day~! shit!

cherish the tired moments

realising that we're near graduation. Suffering currently... really suffering alot, everyone was like gasping air everyday, literally everyday... this is double gasping than last semester. but we still don't know, who will make it, and who will not... but we're gasping together...

haha, i guess there are few things im gonna miss after when i graduate. those routines that i do for the pass a year plus... is like im immune to it, or like its already in part of my life. there are a few, a few but its just there for 2 years already... if i type out everything, might be like a NOVEL, omg.. list down la haha

i guess im gonna miss

- all those crazy moments with mm085

- waking up kenix almost everyday since end of 1st year 3rd sem i think

- chating with sanny, kenix, justin almost everyday

- Final Lim's SH-ness

- gene's blurness

- ashley calling me "eh carmen" me"wat?" ashley"bitch"

- justin saying "RESPOND!" in pirates ahoy

- yokey's blur blur face XD

- gene's KAKAKAKA laugh

- jyson's KEKEKEKE laugh

- fayax's favorite word "awesome" "f*ck you" "hate you man" "thats cool"

- amelia and ashley's "monkey clapping"

- final lim's GLEE HEAT, trailer updater...

- berry's lady gaganess

- py's 38-ness

- sanny's overdose medicine/under-dose medicine-ness in msn

- justin's discussing

- kenix's crapping and crap faces

- Mc's Angelina Joline's lips moment

- Jena's wide face

- tihao's hehehehe-ness

- ritchie's awesome-ness

- steve's nah pet moments in starlite

- asking kenix everytime "what you doing?" "what time u sleeping?" "sleeping tonite?" and saying "hou sien ar" "hungry" "i go first" "lol"

- asking amd saying to sanny "wat u doing?" "sunny" "LOLOLOLOL" "what? i din see your message" "done d?" "hou sien ar" "hou yit ar" "errr"

- definitely gonna miss argueing wit kenix... omg =="'

i think theres more, but could think all of them at one time la hahaha

but will remember them forever :D

i don't appreciate TOY DOGS

always hear people say...

poodles are cute...

schnauzers are cute...

Maltese are cute...

Pomeranian are cute...

silky terrier are cute...

ya cute...

then if i give u street dogs, will you say that is cute?

next thing i hear is, yerrr, so dirty...

yerr, face look normal...

shuu, shuu dog, don't come near my eating table...

go away lar...

and people always say, don't judge the book by its cover...

looks like alot of you said it, but end up you doing it...

you're judging dogs look...

because of so many people purchasing toy dogs from pet stores... more and more street dogs, homeless street dogs out there...

hows that?! and toy dogs just kept breeding...

honestly, i disagree people that buy toy dogs, cause of wat? TREND?!

other people got, then you want oso lar, cause of wat? TREND?! CUTE?!

please la, if you really love dogs, you don't bother the looks...

like amelia said that day, when i was pampering a street dog downstairs of my college.. "there should be more ppl like you"

i love street dogs more than toy dogs, don't expect me to get toy dogs...

find them useless honestly, when comes to danger...

they bark loud only, will they defend for you? their easily defended...

seriously, if you love dogs so much, go to SPCA and get one...

you know how many puppies were put to sleep if they are no body to adopt them in 1 week? due to spacing problem... they were to put to sleep and toy dogs continue uselessly breeding, cause of TREND... current trend now is schnauzer, so call smart schnauzer...

not buying it, im sticking to street dogs...

although they are not as cute as whatever toy dogs, but they definitely understand you more than ever...

what is so unique about street dogs is they are all different, they come in different shapes colors and sizes... i don't want a toy dog, cus they all look the same and expensive, rather be different and affordable...

honestly, malaysian judge dogs look ALOT! even padegree dogs that look like street dogs like shiba inu, or welsh corgi or even akita... they are not common here in m'sia, why? cus, they look like a NORMAL looking dog, look like street dogs... they want dogs that look cute and small and everyone will come to them and say, omg your dog so cute, your dog so adorable... PLS~ just admit that you want FACE in a dog park like desa park city...

im not b*tching...

ask you're self, did you buy that dog because of

other people have it,

trend,

cute,

showing off,

or

none above?

gradient loves

in mm0851, im known as the Gradient Queen.

cus i always, always always use gradient colour to create my graphic for almost every every every assignments since semester 3/year 1 third semester/start majoring in multimedia.

anyway, saw this on behance...

is nice with gradient hahaha

link>>> http://www.behance.net/gallery/MONSTERS-I/281486

but i think i need to change style abit...

probably stop gradient using this semester, using flat colour instead to create 3D effect oni Ai :D... will use gradient unless it is EMERGENCY... hahaha

PSP 1000 finally

i know im late... i rerender the outcome in AE...

so the file was like from 900mb plus shrink to 180mb...

quality ofcus drop la...

uploaded in Vimeo...

TA DAH!

PSP 1000 animation from carmenoobkia on Vimeo.

sorry la, quality sucks after uploading T T

Carmenoobkia MotionReel coming soon

Carmenoobkia MotionReel coming soon

need slightly refinement :D

errrr

find this funny... but i can't laugh? O_O

save you

curi some songs from zm last week...

curi one of the song called

Save You - Simple Plan...

kinda love it...

long time din hear simple plan :D

k, i put lyric saja... lagu... sendiri go cari and listen hahahaha

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Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)