no idea

you had no idea at all...

what had you been thinking, is all wrong...

there is something called "ask"

there is something called "confirm"

don't wonder, cause that is not even the right answer...

don't simply say, when you don't even know it well at all... its ridiculously idiot

you don't know how much pain i had been going through right now...

and i expected something to support me from back...

told u this before...

nothing but worst

things just getting harder and harder

im still pissed,

im still disappointed,

im still finding it ridiculous.

is getting harder to talk

it would be nice if

we create our own crew,

we open a inhouse studio,

we learn electronic guitars or have a band(omg, how did we even think of that),

we live together,

we study in the same place(if only they have industrial design cos here),

we go further studies in overseas together,

damn, i remember we use to said this before we start college, none of them work so far O_O

we're still dreaming~ aren't we? OAO

some f*cking days

zm, looks like our days just keeps getting better...

im so with your status when u said "some fucking days"

give me a hi10!!

damn it, if only you're here! argh!

HAPPY B*TCHDAY to ZM!

sup bro, happy birthday wei!

dun sien sien no mood la, making me lagi no mood oni!

ok fine, is your 20th b*tchday, so you can b*tch around today!!

lets find one day and release ourselves until we GG LOL!

since tonite dah cancel ==

nvm, i can sleep more hahaha

k lar, happy birthday again la wong zhao ming,

btw you're still the most

awesomely

amazingly

superbly

sh

cousin

i ever have!!

dun shy! hahaha

meet

this week, meet couple of industrial people, heard a lot of reality industrial stuff, felt some pressure!

First one was Hue Visual Lab, a motion graphic company

http://www.huevisualab.com/

show you their reel

second was Immerse Communication Design, a interactive company heard before but yesterday was the first time had an interview from them...

http://immerse.com.my/

later on, heard a company call 111EYE, another motion graphic company

http://www.111eye.com

to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

still

somehow, im still worrying...

you haven't seen the whole thing yet...

short break

okbacktoworkbye!

1/12

this is my december~

exhausted

i am EXHAUSTED

we are EXHAUSTED

all of us are EXHAUSTED

the whole group are EXHAUSTED

each of every group are EXHAUSTED

the whole entire class are EXHAUSTED

Ludovico Einaudi

been listening to Ludovico Einaudi for the last few nights. thanks to zm for giving me Ludovico Einaudi - Lady labyrinth...

Then i started to youtube it, found some nice one :D

won't find it sleepy surprisingly O_O

but pei shan does OAO

yes i listen to instrument :D

don't be surprise :D

short break before start

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : i think was coffee O_O or mushroom cup soup?

2. Last phone call : kenix, asking him why he called me. i ask for 1130 wake up call, you called me at 1.45 = = DUDE!

3. Last text message: same person saying yep, he took my sound effects cds, damn it, i tot i lost it

4. Last song you listened to : Lady labyrinth - Ludovico Einaudi

5. Last time you cried : hahaha, i always forget~

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nup

7. Been cheated : nup

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nup

9. Lost someone special: ya probably

10. Been depressed: errr, stupid question

11. Been drunk and threw up: nup

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

since black is not a colour(based on what i've learnt from my course :P)

12. turquoise

13. blue

14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yup

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: with yee hong around everytime, it always happen

18. Met someone who changed you: ya

19. Found out who your true friends were: yep

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, been trying to ignore those, work some though :D

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : yup

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them?

23. How many kids do you want?: probably 2

24. Do you have any pets: yumi, massimo, some fishes, lizards on the floor during midnight, they stare at me when i was doing work, so cute! hahaha

25. Do you want to change your name : nupe

26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to pangkor with some friends :D

27. What time did you wake up today: lol 12pm smth or is it 1pm? T T

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: was doing work!!!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : HOLIDAY!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : this morning

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a better person :D

32. What are you listening to right now: neighbor's piano

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: long time din talk, but that is tommy D:

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: those projects that is coming to strike me within a day.

35. Most visited webpage: facebook, vimeo, motionserved, blogs

36. Whats your real name : chan jia myn

37. Nicknames: carmen, noobkia, card door,

40. Male or female? : im flat O_O

41. Elementary? : SJK(C)K2

42. Middle School?: SMKTBM

43. High school/college?: TOA

44. Hair colour: natural brown

45. Long or short: short

46. Height: 165cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? : u think?

48: What do you like about yourself?: noobness? hahaha

49. Piercings:

50. Tattoos: nope

51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: nup

53. First piercing: nup

54. First best friend : benjamin, but now he's like a damn gangster = =

55. First sport you joined: voleyball if im not wrong

56. First vacation: TA? penang? genting? Singapore? i duno

58. First pair of trainers: can't remember

RIGHT NOW

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = 2 : breathing = =

60. Drinking now ? : eating

61. I'm about to : do amgd

62. Listening to: neighbor's piano lor

63. Waiting to : finnish your shits

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: yap

65. Get married?: ofcus

66. Career : designer, motiongrapher :D

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes, lips, face :D

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach and chest :D

73. Sensitive or loud: in between, too sensitive very sien, too loud very annoying

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: in between, more to hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: nope

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope

79. Sex on first date: nope

80. Broken someone's heart?: i guess so D:

82. Been arrested: nope

83. Turned someone down: i guess so

84. Cried when someone died: ya i guess

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha ya

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: sometimes

87. Miracles: not fully

88. Love at first sight: works for syaoran, doesn't work for me O_O

89. Heaven: k i start thinking of clouds, and you're making me sleepy! NO!!

90.Santa Claus: if only it is la

91. Kiss on the first date: haha no, maybe

92. Angels: probably

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: nope

95. Did you sing today?: nope

96. Ever cheated on somebody relationship?: no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: last year :D

98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: 17.12.2009

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: BYE!!!