found this video on deviant art... and at the same time, i was working on a design about fate... should i include this? anyway, please do watch the video.. is nice... im touched <3>
weather is so damn hot!!! and not sexy! hahaha... forget what i just said. but it seems like its going to rain. it seems only lar. don't know the fluffy cloud emo enough or not leh. if emo enough, it will rain. if not enough, dia cabut lari. while waiting... i pergi buat survey. haha. sien~
Last beverage? - coke
Last phone call? - syaoran
Last text message? - also hahaha
Last song you listened to? - Bakusou Yumeuta - Diggy-MO
Last time you cried? - OAO... quite some time ago
HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice? - shit no!
Been cheated on? - nope... Taken drugs? - poop no!
Lost someone special? - yup
Been depressed? - ya... --|||
Been drunk? - laugh until drunk? haha
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. light pink 2. white 3. black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15.Made new friends? - yup
Fallen out of love? - hmmm.. nope
Laughed until you cried? - oh yea
Met someone who changed you? - probably
Found out who your true friends were? - mmm hmmm
Found out someone was talking about you? - errr.. ya?
Kissed anyone on your friend's list? - my friend list here ar? no looo hahaha
How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? - all except 1... jade
How many kids do you want to have? - wah... duno le... hahaha
Do you have any pets? - i got a four legged fur ball and lots of legless swimming dudes
Do you want to change your name? - why? for wat?!
What did you do for your last birthday? - go gai gai... then got a little surprise bday party...
What time did you wake up today? - erm.. i was blur this morning thanks to the heat.. so duno.. haha
What were you doing at midnight last night? - drawing loo
Name something you CANNOT wait for? - win a million dollar... cheh, as if that is gonna happen hahaha Last time you saw your mother? - less than a min
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? - skills in art.. hahaha
What are you listening to right now? - Boku wa, Tori ni Naru. - Hitomi Kuroishi
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? - ya... my ex classmate... hahaha
What's getting on your nerves right now? - the heat OAO
Whats your real name? - find out urself lar...
Relationship Status? - just not available lar... so go away.. muahahahahaha
Zodiac sign? - saggitarius
Male or female? - im a male!!!
What elementary school did you attend? - sjkc Kampung Dua
Secondary School? - smk Taken By Mango... hahaha
College? - the college that is run by Tat Sun Hoi (did i spell it rite?)
Hair color? - pure brown hahaha
Long or short? - long for me
Height? - i think i think lar... 165? haha
Do you have a crush on someone? - wuuu lala no loo.. hahah
What do you like about yourself? - duno.. hahaha
Piercings? - if i pierce, go buy toto.. hahaha
tattoos? - if i tattoo... u better start digging a hole in ur garden...
Righty or lefty?? - to the right to the right
FIRSTS : First love? - wahhh...
First piercing? - sorry, dun buy toto ar... haha
first tattoo? - your garden is safe...
First best friend? - benjamin ng
First sport you joined? - volley ball OAO
First pet? - fishy!!
First concert? - ah liang OAO
First crush? - argh! shuddup
First alcoholic drink? - duno
RIGHT NOW: Eating? - saliva
Drinking? - saliva oso
Listening to? - Bakusou Yumeuta and abit of sound from the big fat tv...
Waiting for? - rain
YOUR FUTURE : Want kids? - sure... dun ask me how many... =.=
Want to get married? - duh
Careers in mind? - motion graphic designer
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? Lips or eyes? - can i pick both?
Hugs or kisses? - hugs... hahahaha
Shorter or taller? - taller lar...
Older or Younger? - older
romantic or spontaneous? - ngah.. both
Nice stomach or nice arms? - arms...
Tattoos or piercings? - if i prefer both... u can come and kill me...
Sensitive or loud? - zzz
Hook-up or relationship? - relationship loo
Trouble maker or hesitant? - hesitant.. hahahaha
HAVE YOU EVER : Kissed a stranger? - shitty no! Drank hard liquor? - NO!
Lost glasses/contacts? - no
Sex on first date? - WTFart! NO!
Broken someone's heart? - think so
Had your own heart broken? - why dont u operate my heart and see... --|||
Been arrested? - nope...
Turned someone down? - ya lo...
cried when someone died? - ooo.. ya oo
Liked a friend that is a girl? - u better start slapping me if i say yes...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: yourself? - sometimes no.. hahah
Miracles? - mmm hmmm... sometimes
Love at first sight? - ya lo
Heaven? - yeeeeeee... ah?
Santa Claus? - ya.. but they dun have flying rain deers. and they seem to appear everywhere during chrismas... OAO
last few days, see that fella sms another girl non stop only... pissed me off. ngam ngam spilt off with one cus of some small reason, not even one month, another one... --||| that fella dump the previous one cus she always suspect that he and another girl together. stupid lar he, she ofcus think of that lar, always talk to her, and she so stress on that few days(from what i see lar), somemore she seldom see him cus of studies. i don't know wats the real story lar, i just roughly know. but then still lar, if their relationship got problem, both of them have to try their best to solve it, don't just like hit the button and boom... *sigh* i pitty the girl, she still love him alot... shouldn't just dump her just like dat... oh yea, don't bother asking who is this guy and girl and whatever... you know why. hahaha...
Japanese version I'm falling down into my shadow iki wo hisomete matteiru deadly night Don't scary majou ga egaita kabocha no baja mo sono me ni utsuseru kara See you in your dreams yeah baby kowai yume dato shitemo Fairy Blue kimi no tameni hoshi wo kudaki kazari tsuketa Black Paper Moon shinjite kureta nara when you're lost "here" I am... "Forever" with your soul miagereba kagayaku tsuki no youni
amai shinku no jam wo otoshita card ni ukabiagaru moji Your destiny kimi ga nozomeba donna sekai mo sono te ni tsukameru kara madowasarenaide dare nimo kowasenai Fairy Blue kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi kizuna to iu eien sakende kuretanara I will find you my dear doko ni itemo karamitsuku jubaku wo tokihanatte
dare mo shinjirarenakute hikutsu ni naru toki mo aru soredemo kimi no kotoba wa itsudemo mune ni hibiiteru
Fairy Blue kimi no tameni hoshi wo kudaki kazari tsuketa mejirushi yume wo miushinatte mayotta toki miagete hoshii Fairy Blue kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi kizuna to iu shinrai kimi wa hitori janai when you're lost "here" I am... "Forever" with your soul tadoritsukeru kimi ga shinjirunara
English version I'm falling down into my shadow Your breath is hidden Wait for me deadly night Don't scary The presence of your smile among the flowering trees Is reflected in your gaze See you in your dreams Yeah baby As for those nightmares For your sake, Fairy Blue I want to smash it and display it for all to see that Black Paper Moon Because you gave me belief in myself When your lost "here" I am... "Forever" with your soul When I glance upwards you glisten like the moon
That sweet scarlet jam in that ensnaring garden raises it to the surface Your destiny The kind of world that you would desire Grasp it with those hands No evil deeds shall be done Nobody will be scared again Fairy Blue, you have given me the reason why I live on A bond that is eternal Because you sent for me I will find you, my dear No matter where you go Now that you've grasped it tightly Don't let that moment slip
Don't believe in anyone Oppression and time always exist So then your words will always be in my chest Day after day
For your sake, Fairy Blue I want to crush and display for all to see That mark Stop getting lost in those dreams I want to escape with that moment Fairy Blue, you have given me the reason I live on A bond which I trust You're not alone When you "lost", here I am "Forever" with your soul I'll be struggling along with you Trust me
anata dake ima miteru mou aenaku naru kara kono mama zutto mou kitto furikaeru koto mo nai wasureru koto wa nai yo itsumo soba ni ita no ni naki dashi sou na sora no shita tada tachisukun de iru ... Time is not on my side
itsumo anata no soba de nai tari warattari wo kurikaesu hibi mou nidoto modoru koto nante nai kanashimi ni sayonara wo sugu ni ieru you nara hito wa dare mo ga tsuyoi mono I wanna be with you
itsu made mo te wo tsunai de doko made mo ikitakatta kajikan da yubisaki nukumori wo sagashi ta kokoro wa zutto no way, no way ashita wa sono mukou e ikeru ka na oh, alone again
itsuka futari de miteta eki mae no eizou ( bijon ) ni wa ima mo anata no suki na uta ripiito shiterun da 'watashi mo suki nan da yo ' sou itte ita no wa ne anata no tame de ima wa mou kirai ni nari sou nan da ... I will never leave you
anata kara no meeru wo zenbu keshitemita kedo yasashii koe wa kioku kara kie wa shinain darou "moshimo negai ga hitotsu kanau no nara" nante ne afurireta koto omotte wa I wanna be with you
itsumade mo te wo tsunai de nan tokoro made mo ikitakatta kajikan da yubisaki atatamori wo sagashita kokoro wa zutto no way, no way ashita wa sono mukou e ikeru kana oh, alone again
anata no sono eigao mo ooki na tenohira mo omoide ni nanka shitaku wa nakatta kokoro wa zutto no way, no way ashita wa sono mukou e ikeru kana oh, alone again
itsumade mo te wo tsunai de nan tokoro made mo ikitakatta kajikan da yubisaki atatamori wo sagashita kokoro wa zutto no way, no way ashita wa sono mukou e ikeru kana oh, alone again
just got my new specs 2 days ago. the old one is old and she's blur.. hahaha... and one of her leg, that is suppose to stand on my nose, patah.. haha... so change loo... my power now is like 300 plus TT, hope i dun get blind in future, guhhhhhh... the old frame was black and abit boyish, but not for the new one, choose pink, light pink... ^^ total cos rm220 T.T... the next day when i went to class, only 2 person notice, oAo, justin and yoke wan... haha... show you my new specs in the next post lar...
was in mom's hometown, teluk intan, perak last few days... this morning only we came back at... left there at 6am.. arrive here at 8 am.. was my cousin's last minute plan, morning balik rumah.. kekeke... anyway, in that few days. ok lar, i mean 3 days lar.. the second day, we went to taiping... aihya, sadly syaoran wasn't there when we went... then he can jadi our tour guide.. wuhuhu... it was fun... but sadly, i don't have the pictures yet... need to rob mom's camera soon. haha
few days before chinese new year, grace had a last gathering in her house before she go to australia, which was on last tuesday. gonna miss you wei! T.T haha. anyway, i stole something from vinod... wuhuhu... TADAH....
*sigh* kinda miss CD085-2... Although i live there for like 7 months plus... feels like 2 years? or more? Yea, miss those classmates, especially those random and crapping classmates. HAHA! gonna miss biri biri's super randomness, silver's random crap, eric's kacau, poor cucu, always kena bully , same as jo, kaiwern and angie's silliness ... Hmmm.. who else? Pao pao, ruru and wai wai craziness, wantan mee's chubbyness, suli's evilness and others ^^... We had lots of drama, love, stressness in this class. Lots of love chemistry going on in our class, who love who... blar blar, some sucess, som no... As for the drama, banyaknya i hate you, you hate me... grrr here, grrr there... haha. Stressness ar, we are 24hours stress, well almost 24 hours, lol. *sigh* we didn't manage to take a class photo T.T... anyway, gonna miss you guys. and here is a random vid of this random biri-biri.. she feel inlove with this gatsby song out of no where... sometimes, i don't get her, thanks to her randomness. so all i do is SWT!!! haha. was taken on the end of the sem before last sem, our first sem lar.. haha
Today is the last day for most of us(CD085-2ians) living in class CD085-2. After today, we won't see each other often. Treasure today. I am gonna miss you guys... T.T LOVE you guys loads. Gonna miss those crazy times.after today, after semester break, my college life will be different. I'll miss you, my dear.