Ludovico Einaudi

been listening to Ludovico Einaudi for the last few nights. thanks to zm for giving me Ludovico Einaudi - Lady labyrinth...

Then i started to youtube it, found some nice one :D

won't find it sleepy surprisingly O_O

but pei shan does OAO

yes i listen to instrument :D

don't be surprise :D

short break before start

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : i think was coffee O_O or mushroom cup soup?

2. Last phone call : kenix, asking him why he called me. i ask for 1130 wake up call, you called me at 1.45 = = DUDE!

3. Last text message: same person saying yep, he took my sound effects cds, damn it, i tot i lost it

4. Last song you listened to : Lady labyrinth - Ludovico Einaudi

5. Last time you cried : hahaha, i always forget~

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nup

7. Been cheated : nup

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nup

9. Lost someone special: ya probably

10. Been depressed: errr, stupid question

11. Been drunk and threw up: nup

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

since black is not a colour(based on what i've learnt from my course :P)

12. turquoise

13. blue

14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yup

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: with yee hong around everytime, it always happen

18. Met someone who changed you: ya

19. Found out who your true friends were: yep

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, been trying to ignore those, work some though :D

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : yup

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them?

23. How many kids do you want?: probably 2

24. Do you have any pets: yumi, massimo, some fishes, lizards on the floor during midnight, they stare at me when i was doing work, so cute! hahaha

25. Do you want to change your name : nupe

26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to pangkor with some friends :D

27. What time did you wake up today: lol 12pm smth or is it 1pm? T T

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: was doing work!!!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : HOLIDAY!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : this morning

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a better person :D

32. What are you listening to right now: neighbor's piano

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: long time din talk, but that is tommy D:

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: those projects that is coming to strike me within a day.

35. Most visited webpage: facebook, vimeo, motionserved, blogs

36. Whats your real name : chan jia myn

37. Nicknames: carmen, noobkia, card door,

40. Male or female? : im flat O_O

41. Elementary? : SJK(C)K2

42. Middle School?: SMKTBM

43. High school/college?: TOA

44. Hair colour: natural brown

45. Long or short: short

46. Height: 165cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? : u think?

48: What do you like about yourself?: noobness? hahaha

49. Piercings:

50. Tattoos: nope

51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: nup

53. First piercing: nup

54. First best friend : benjamin, but now he's like a damn gangster = =

55. First sport you joined: voleyball if im not wrong

56. First vacation: TA? penang? genting? Singapore? i duno

58. First pair of trainers: can't remember

RIGHT NOW

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = 2 : breathing = =

60. Drinking now ? : eating

61. I'm about to : do amgd

62. Listening to: neighbor's piano lor

63. Waiting to : finnish your shits

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: yap

65. Get married?: ofcus

66. Career : designer, motiongrapher :D

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes, lips, face :D

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach and chest :D

73. Sensitive or loud: in between, too sensitive very sien, too loud very annoying

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: in between, more to hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: nope

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope

79. Sex on first date: nope

80. Broken someone's heart?: i guess so D:

82. Been arrested: nope

83. Turned someone down: i guess so

84. Cried when someone died: ya i guess

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha ya

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: sometimes

87. Miracles: not fully

88. Love at first sight: works for syaoran, doesn't work for me O_O

89. Heaven: k i start thinking of clouds, and you're making me sleepy! NO!!

90.Santa Claus: if only it is la

91. Kiss on the first date: haha no, maybe

92. Angels: probably

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: nope

95. Did you sing today?: nope

96. Ever cheated on somebody relationship?: no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: last year :D

98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: 17.12.2009

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: BYE!!!

long time no

long time no browse through vimeo and motionserved...

take a break and lets have some sharing :D

The I Heart Revolution - Jackie Pullinger from Glenn Stewart on Vimeo.

KODAK "Prosper" from Nathan Love on Vimeo.

Showreel 2010 from B-Reel & B-Reel Films on Vimeo.

Macro Design from lolo_L on Vimeo.

ALPHEON

light motion... good teamwork and cooperation :D

inspired hor~

Proton Inspira prove malaysia is a copy cat!

IT LOOKS LIKE MITSUBISHI LANCER 2010 la!

damn it, i won't even want to buy that Inspira~ im not Inspired..

rather go for lancer...

Lancer have a better and sexier butt! than inspira~

it has been marked in my memories

im not christian but... i use to listen to planet shakers everytime, love their rock and roll style of christian songs :D

use to always listen to them when i was form 4 and 5

syaoran, you should hear this :D

Majesty, my favorite

damn, i keep listening old songs during secondary schools :D, maybe cause i miss those days back then... life is so much easier.

But life with you now, will be also be a tattoo history *heart* :D :]

haha, i still can remember who intro me to planet shakers, Ron :D... miss those old days in class, miss those moments when we go really crazy, miss those moments that we called each other every night, miss those moments that we had missed calls competition and my record was 300 ++ calls!! haha!! and the last surprise birthday party i did for you, haha i had to do it even though you're sick, cause you're worth it!

although we're not that close now but good luck in your music studies anyway :D

those moments had been marked on my memories

back then

haha, guess what? me, zm and jien... the 3 of us cousins use to love linkin park, like mad at them when we were form 3 and jien was form 2...

now i suddenly start to listen back to those songs...

- Somewhere I Belong

- Breaking The Habit

i remember we use to scream and sing out loud in the penang house room. At one time, zm's birthday, we sang K with linkin park songs. Wouldn't call that singing, more like screaming our ass out for nothing... that time we love Numb - linkin park. Then we started to shake our heads off like we're so crazy, sounds like we're on drugs rite? =="' nah, just go crazy!

Not just linkin park, even simple plan. omg! we use to sang simple plan in the zm's mpv on the way up to fraser hill. Even hotel oso we sang it out, that time was Welcome To My Life - simple plan. We even share money to buy a pirated CDs of simple plan, linkin park and nickle back in penang pasar malam. Then straight away blast it with jien's portable speaker in the room, is like some lame rock band

now im listening linkin park just to keep myself awake... hahaha

worked anyway :D

coming soon

another new art piece :D

garnet - oku hanako

Gurando kaketeku anata no senaka wa
Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
No-to ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

Suki to iu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tooku de anata no hashaideru koe ni
Naze daka mune ga itakunatta no

Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatteta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru ki ga shita
Owatteku mono nado nai to omotta

Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyoku shite kureta ne
Muchuu dekakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

Itsu made mo wasurenai to anata ga itte kureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koborete kita

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dare ka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

Kawaranai mono sagashiteita? anata? neh?

Kaerimichi fuzakete aruita
Wake mo naku kimi wo okoraseta
Ironna kimi no kao wo mitakattanda

Ookina hitomi ga nakisou na koe ga
Ima mo boku no mune wo shimetsukeru
Surechigau hito no naka de kimi wo oikaketa

Kawaranai mono sagashiteita
Ano hi no kimi wo wasure wa shinai
Toki wo koeteku omoi ga aru
Boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

Gaitou ni burasageta omoi
Itsumo kimi ni watasenakatta
Yoru wa bokutachi wo toozakete itta ne

Mienai kokoro de uso tsuita koe ga
Ima mo boku no mune ni hibiteiru
Samayou toki no naka de kimi to koi wo shita

Kawaranai mono sagashiteita
Ano hi mitsuketa shiranai basho e
Kimi wo futari de yukeru no nara
Boku wa nando mo umarekawareru

Katachi nai mono dakishimeteta
Kowareru oto mo kikoenai mama
Kimi to aruita onaji michi ni
Ima mo akari wa terashi tsudzukeru

Kawaranai mono sagashiteita
Ano hi no kimi wo wasure wa shinai
Toki wo koeteku omoi ga aru
Boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

Boku wa ima sugu kimi ni aitai

frozen

will be frozen this for few days... or maybe a week...

will be frozen facebook too, won't be on fb very frequently, sorry zm, photos have to wait, i know its gonna be a month d! ass hole hahaha

decided

inbetween motion and interactive...2 days time for me to decide

24 hours ago, wasn't sure, was worry

5.30am smth, been encouraged to take motion but i still worry i would regret

9.34pm, been encouraged to take interactive but i still worry i would regret

10.56pm, jyson said "haha~^^
no need stress...just think of what u more interesting...u can handle better, and u would like to spend more time on it..."

11.08pm, asked the last time

11.13pm, said what i wanted to say

11.39pm, decided to believe...

時をかける少女

neh, hobo 2-nen, sudeni neh?

Wareware ga hajimari omoidasu koto ga dekinai,

Shikashi, watashi wa mada sore no kimochi o oboeru koto ga dekiru,

Sore wa meikakude wa nakattaga, watashi wa mada ikutsu ka no shīn o oboete iru,

Subete no hotondo wa, watashi-tachi wa 2-nenkan pasu no shita koto o oboete iru koto,

Hajime kara MSN no nichijō o oshaberi~

Asobu~

Issho ni utatte iru~

Shokuhin, yaku Emi o motomete~

O mise ga issho ni, kore o shinjiru koto ga dekinai!

Dōjini, nemutte iruga,-betsu no basho o~

Dōjini me o samasu~

Kurasu-nai de korera no shunkan~Kyōki no shunkan!Kanashii shunkan~Warui shunkan!

Shunkan, anata ga iu toki, Shiawasena hitobito, Oboete imasu ka?

De kugira reta kurasu, Shū 1-kai.

Chigau kanji~

Rainen sōzō dekimasendeshita, Dono yō ni naru, sore wa tsugi no yō ni narimasu?

Watashi wa shinjiru koto ga dekinai, Zenkai, Watashi wa anata ga watashi o hanatte inai shitsumon.

Shikashi, anata wa watashi o hanatte inai to nobeta, Watashi wa ho~tsu to shita

Rainen no onajidesu ka?

Watashi wa shinjiru koto ga dekinainode, watashi wa anata no yōna yūjin o shitte iru!

Watashi wa anata o shitte ureshii~

Watashi wa ima isshun isshun o taisetsu ni ne!

Kore wa watashi ga yonde iru tan'naru yūjō ijō

cherishing every moment now...

spend alot

i think most of us spend alot this semester...

not just our own money, parents money included...

i just got a laptop, and i was planning to get it after i graduate, but can't wait already.

jiatat and sanny just got a desktop, dah tak boleh tahan, nak tu buat 3D... but i still wanna see their big baby hahaha...

and yoke wan was saying, damn spend too much this semester, maybe cause we eat too much while overnite. cup noodles, junk foods, mineral water, soft drinks, sweets, DINNER, SUPPER, YUM CHA, BREAKFAST... heavy heavy...

kenix was saying oso, that we too stress until we start to munch NICE food like sakae sushi, pasta zanmai, kim gary, carl's junior... i think we are like eating gold bars... O_O

splits

i don't know why, but i suddenly randomly thinking, how low, or more like how high =="' is my front and side splits now...

damn, i use to go very low until i can sit on a side split, my front split wasn't very wide la...

i use to be that flexible, now is like purely stick!

suddenly think back about cheer days OAO

come to think of it, i haven't seen u guys in years wei, im suppose to see aaron like every wednesday, but no... im too bz... T T

missing part

theres something i should tell you...

been fool by the masks magician...

been tricked...

been lied...

been faked...

no i don't want it to happen...

cause that is the last thing i want to see...

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is this what you only got?!

show me more!!

where is your ulti?!

you were better than this!

you're tougher than this!

bring it on!

don't drag yourself down...

cus i haven't!

you never give up! that i can be sure!

lets make things work!

煎じ詰めると...

我々はまだ良い友だち...

i don't approve

don't give up,

don't pull the plug,

i don't want to see you that way,

i don't like to see you doing that,

cause i haven't,

cause i want to see us graduate together,

cause i still need you in the final stage and in this shit environment,

we start this journey together,

we end this journey together...

no one get left behind.

you're the only one that has the same mind set as mine in this environment, don't leave me alone...

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避ける

我々の輪から離れて...

割り込みしない...

breaking records

kenix's pm: broke my own record... (he broke his staying awake record)

5.45am, he ask me to wake him up at 6.15am

... ... ...

6.15am, i started calling...

6.35am, 30 calls i think aft waking him and it didn't work,

then i change my pm: breaking waking up kenix record... soon

my record was 70 calls...

15 to 20 minutes later...

change my pm: broke waking up kenix record...

OMG~!

my potatos are cooked and u still sleeping on the bed...

sometimes i wish i could

take a breath~ i pull myself together~

just another step~ until i reach the door~

You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you~

Sometimes I wish I could save you~

tell me you won't give up~

cause this is the last chance~

emotionally tired

already reach to the limits...

and im tired...

not just physically, even mentally and emotionally...

like i said, i just want to get out of here...

i need syaoran now, no one else...

cus you're the only one that doesn't make me tired at all, while literally everyone does...

TIRED

just found these images yesterday...

mm0851 are getting tired...

here's the proof

this was taken on the day we present our Final Project Studio, design part...

saw yee hong slept, then kenix slept...

k wth, im tired too, SLEEP!

location? mmlab1, the only lab that has fishy fish smell, that have our "souls" in there

looks like is not just us, even the opposite row... like dominos...

what keeps me alive in this room

when conflicts happen in the same room

atleast i still have someone that have the same mind set as i do,

we ignore whatever that is harmful to us,

we easily forgive and forget stuff that isn't good,

we just learn from mistakes and just move on,

we don't care things that are blocking in our ways,

we said before "don't know better than know"

we tell each other, if one of us did wrong instead of telling others,

we try to stay out of trouble,

we concern on our speed,

we wait for one another if one slow down,

we help each other, since both have diff benefits,

we didn't mind slapping each other...

we, we, we, now i know im not alone :]

glad to know u,

even though kamu sangat bodoh sometimes,

tak pa la, saya pun bodoh sometimes,

dua dua bodoh la! hahaha

k back to work... bye! HAHA

ridiculous

that is one unnecessary ridiculous sentence =="'

what the hell is your indirectly problem... like seriously =="'

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go away la

can't believe you're such a slut these days...

i just got a so called complain/news about you flirting around with someone that is already have someone...

can you not be such a despo for once =="'

or ill consider you as slut...

over

over judge

over estimate

over saying

over hyper

over time

over telling

T T

mononoke

Mononoke is still my all time favourite Miyazaki production...

i watched almost all miyazaki's production, except another 3 more i haven't watch, still i love mononoke the most...

watched this last night while i was hungry during midnight, watch half way but didn't watch finnish. I mean for last night lar, but i actually watch this for like billion times already. I can even memorize the cantonese dub of this movie...

the first time i watch this was like primary school, i think i was around 6 or 7 years old, kinda violent but that time i felt nothing hahaha...

that is when i also feel inlove with wolf. haha, hi syaoran(little wolf in japanese)

feel like watching it online, but all english dub, damn it!

i remember last time when i was a kid, i watch don't know how many times, got addicted to it and i started drawing mononoke scenes. i always draw the part when the pig lord(Okkotonushi) turn into "che san" and wolf lord "bak long san"(Moro) save "san san"... hahaha.

really love miyazaki's production :D