hardest

"The hardest thing to forgive a person is when the person lies and the person is one of your most trusted one"

pretend

"Pretending to be someone else is hurting yourself because you're proving yourself that the real you is worthless"

leilockheart

warm up

didn't blog for like so damn long rite? my bad O_O

make it short i guess? i mean if you want to know more, its on fb...

erm, i still do have the do work mood on and and OFF, like most of the time OFF, tum-ing here and there heh~ where to start?

erm life had been really shitty, not really shitty lar, just shit? or just shhh?

whatever... now slowly solving with a couple of helpers :D

still have a couple of months then its our last moment here in TOA... T T

saw berry posting up old pictures few days ago in fb, then im like sigh, really miss those days

we both said that we use to be really fun and enjoy every moment, how to say?

really happy and peaceful? then one of us said but, the us now... T T

but no matter what, its the last few moments, just enjoy it :D

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in facebook that day, radiance posted something...

Radiance Yew Yew:

‎80% of all of your posts that appear on my Facebook homepage are about you being hungry. LOL!

HAHAHAHAHAHA funny lar radiance!

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the recent thursday just found out something not so shocking, quite expected... *looking at syaoran* "looks like what you expected, happen..."

also found out that im not alone, hahaha!!

*Hi5 with shan*

*syaoran and jiatat cry*

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didn't have much mood of doing work, but doing bits by bits

but have the mood to draw

one of the latest piece

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JYSON SIN

been hiao-ing with him and final for half an hour i guess...

in facebook

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ok bye :D

addicted

currently listen to heavy bass dance music, feel much better with these

shitealize

i think i messed up a lot of stuff

i think im lost

i think im like dismantling myself

T T

http://followthatway.tumblr.com

lee hyori

bomb

i love busting out random dance move during the night

Lee Hyori - Any Star

groove

hahaha

just wanna share abit of aaron's, my son fun time during his dance session

i request for more dance vid :D

His solo

now thank your mom for sharing this here hahaha

really miss dancing with you and the rest of the family

although i suck in catching steps heee

make it simple and nice :D

Supercell/Ryo

found Love and Roll by Supercell/ryo in ashley's fb

LOVE IT!

so search for the playlist then

shaddap

shaddap, i know its an old song, but i like it

:3

after 1am

thanks for the 3rd last sms, syaoran ^^

simple but inspiring :D

this is why you always "owning!!!" told you also you dun believe ==

Unit01 vs Unit03

zm transfered me Evangelion 2.0 - You Cannot Advance

Evangelion is one of my favourite anime, although i don't really know the story well but what attracts me is the character design and the way they animate it.

in short, i like disgusting action science fiction animes haha

watch last night before i slept

was nice, zm's right, the angels are nicer than before

heres the trailer

there is one part i don't like, felt sad for it

is one of the character, Asuka, she was testing the new unit but eventually the unit03 was internally attack by the angel(bad), so she was trap inside the angel and the angel controlled the unit03. To free her and save japan, Shinji's father send his son, Shinji to pilot Unit01 to killed the angel with Asuka inside. But Shinji refuse to, he rather die than murdering her. But his dad activate the new technology of unit01, the dummy version(means it doesn't need the pilot to control, it will automatically kill angels without a pilot control). Shinji couldn't stop his unit01 and he watch his own unit killing the angel with Asuka trap inside.

So yea, sad... this is the part

if i watch this part another few more times, i might cry like hell

T T

the song walao!!! T T

don't la don't la

1.

いつまでも　絶えることなく

iItsu made mo taeru koto naku

Forever, continuously

友達でいよう

tomodachi de iyou

Be as friends each other.

明日の日を夢見て

asu no hi wo yume mite

Dreaming of tomorrow

希望の道を

kibou no michi wo

Take the way of hope

2.

空を飛ぶ　鳥のように

sora wo tobu tori no you ni

Like the birds flying in the sky

自由に生きる

jiyuu ni ikiru

living fleely. (that's what our hope)

今日の日はさようなら

kyou no hi ha sayounara

Today, we have to say good-bye.

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

3.

信じあう　喜びを

sinjiau yorokobi wo

The delight of believing each other-

大切にしよう

taisetsu ni siyou

let's keep holding it.

今日の日はさようなら

kyou no hi ha sayou nara

Today, we have to say good-bye

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

またあう日まで

mata au hi made

Until we get together again.

no 100%

no matter how, no matter what ever situation it is, no matter what...

no one is completely right,

no one is completely wrong either.

everyone have different views towards everything.

some get the direct view,

some get the secondary view, and so on...

some might agree,

some might not agree.

nothing is perfect in short

continuously

after looking through few more eyes.

it seems like its not worth to earn back,

i would rather leave,

and keep those memories instead.