1st time

for the first time, since January 2009 to August 2010...

since the begining until now at this moment...

for the first time...

i know...

i did say that...

i didn't want to do it until just now after dinner...

thought that is quite stupid that we didn't use up the time to give our maximum effort...

find that is not like us... we normally use up the maximum time...

we did...

thats why i insist to drag you along, cause we are always same speed...

same effort...

same path...

same standard...

ever since the beginning, i don't even know how we started this...

everytime if one of us do, the other will...

no matter what...

but for the first time...

you deny...

i don't know whether

to do...

or

not to do...

neither of the choice

is me...

neither of the choice

is good...

unless...

we're doing it together...

where is the "together"?

until now...

i kept delaying one sentence from you...

"what's with you lately"?

i did anythinng...

wrong?

didn't want to say anything after that...

cause i still need a friend like you in my life...

for those that read this post ar...

pls ar, don't assume stuff that you don't know..

not sure what is this, don't make it like u sound so sure...