can't bare to believe

those, just kept repeating in my mind...

keep reminding me what is actually happening behind...

supposing, didn't want to involve any of this kind of things...

try the best to stay out, stay away, a step back...

only concentrate what is on our pair of hands...

only trust and believe our backs are been block by our backs...

but towards the end, been suck in and trying to pull back out from there...

2 pairs of eyes had been watching after being suck in...

words from their eyes keep repeating...

each time when it repeat, it was reminded, disappointed, shocked...

until now...

but what comes from me is

i just need a time and a talk, but still can't find a way on how to spell it all out...

still full of the feeling of disappointment, anger

it just keep repeating...

keep repeating...

keep repeating...

keep repeating...

keep repeating...

keep repeating...

one of the things that keep repeating is, where were you when i really need a lift?

where am i when you really need a lift?

until really don't know what to say...

is really hard for me to spell it all out...